Mind... trying to find myself

It seems like forever that I sat myself down and think thoroughly about what's happening around my surroundings.It's like my mind has been wondering around, searching for a purpose, a purpose for being who I am. These last few days I haven't truly been myself, it's like I'm not even here but somewhere far far from here. I thought that getting away from my house would solve everything but I guess not. On the contrary I think it's making it worst, it seems like the universe is trying to send me some kind of sign. I don't know why, but I know there is something in me that tells me that there's more to me than just a college student but I don't know what.