So I wrote this yesterday when I just got from class and decided to go to somewhere quiet and at peace, just trying to get over this and make it though:
I runway from my fears, my anxieties
everything that is killing me
i try to cope
but nothing works
too much pressure is place upon me
i write but
there is no way to escape it
I run and run faster but nothing works
i dont know if its just me but everything is coming down
tik tok time is running out
no time for this or that
what am i suppose to do?
i cant hold it up anymore
I cry in my sleep
i cry when no one is looking
i try and try
but it only works for a limited of time
my mind circles and wanders
what life has in store for me
another disappointment
after failure
i know we must strong and overcome
by overcoming them we succeed
i need peace and tranquility
i just want to live
no problems
no anxiety attacks
no melt downs
nothing but LIVE. EXPLORE. TRAVEL.
So today, after a good restful sleep last night, I'm here at school and I'm determined to finish paper that has been stressing me out for days. I need to be focus and believe in myself that I could finish this as well as the work that I'm lacking behind. I'm hopeful that I will get up from this and keep going on my path to college success. I must not give up. I must try my best, FIGHT. FIGHT. FIGHT the obstacles. the challenges. overall the problems. Wish me luck.
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